#im so touch starved rn its not even funny

[xoxojisu]

holy balls i rly want a bf to cuddle with me

[lucidqueer]

If i ask for reassurance i am a burden

If i ask for help i am a burden

If i ask for a hug i am a burden

If i open my mouth im selfish

If i stay quiet i seem weird and will bring people down

This is what my head is telling me and i can never win

Literally my friendships and community are the only good thing left in my life and i am scared to death about losing it all. And im writing my cry for help on tumblr where no-one will actually read it.

I just wish for a peace of mind and a stable life. Without people leaving.

[itsyagurlchip]

gimme some hc from your au's horror sans-

ekkkk

k so

In this fic his brother wont be there for a chapter or 5

not really sure why yet but im coming up with something

so naturally he threatens reader about it until he realizes and understands that papyrus never came thru the machine with him.

so he disassociates

he starves himself

if his brother is still in a bad place, then he shall suffer as well.

i think of horror of the quiet kid in the back of the class who fsr always has snacks and never gets caught

his speech is verbally patchy. like, its spaced out as if he has to think about each word he says before saying it.

but, the more comfortable he is, the more he'll try to talk.

he may not be able to show it verbally, but bro is super smart.

while he is interested in stars, he absolutely loves gardening and botany

so if/when he gets a garden he tells reader how to grow really nice shi for no reason at all

on really bad says he'll sit outside in bare gardening dirt (its actually really nice, ive done this once or twice myself) and just bathe in the sun for the rest of the afternoon

since he has a garden, his response is to never let those plump and beautiful veggies go to waste

so he uses them in dinners!

especially when he figured out that okra grows really well in the sun-

one of his favorite things to grow are fruit bearing trees and strawberries.

since i want the fic to have a timeline of at least 3 years, reader gifts axe an apple tree from a plant store they found

speaking of, you guys go plant shopping a lot!

you think about re-shaping the backyard together a lot so the crew can spend more time outside

and with him around renovations are quick to do, even when it gets a bit expensive.

other times you guys will buy small succulents and saplings to put around the house, hoping and praying that the others wont trash them before they grow beautifully.

i head cannon axe to always have some kind of snack in his pockets.

bare chips, skittles he forgot to eat weeks ago, or even a whole ass sandwich in a ziplock which is absolutely funny to me

but his left pockets are where the best snacks are

because he remembers that side the most, and therefore restocks it more often.

other times he'll take you to the corner store if you're feeling the munchies and he doesn't have the snack you want

and if you try to pay, his bills are already on the counter by the time you even think of it.

bro doesn't care what food combos there are, axe will try to eat just about anything

which means you mix shi up like you would at school and dare him to eat it.

and he does, straight face and everything. bro would prolly lick his teeth after too 💀

he plays lil pranks on you, as its natural in his sansnicticityism, so you'll find spicy Mexican candies in random places of your room

other times he'll fuck around and shift some parts of your bedroom to see if youd noticed

aight, imma say it. dudes a touch starved cuddle bug. and if you show him affection with food?

whew boy

good luck getting rid of that man

since you're a child, he'll try to be more careful in terms of his strength.

call him uncle? call him peepaw? even as a joke, he is gonna savor that until the end of time.

he helps you with panic attacks often, hence the almost nightly cuddles

and the more and more you spend time with that old bag if bones, the more you fill in those cracked piece of his soul.

infact, he'd prolly admit that a silly and grump teenager was just what he needed❤️

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING THIS!!! THIS SPARKED SO MUCH INSPO FOR MEE!!! IM SO FREAKIN HAPPY RN 💕💕💕 LOVE YOU VEE ❤️

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[dogstarblues]

had a conversation with friends today about a different conversation regarding my autism that had me thinking i should explore my sex repulsion and really reckon with it.

like in the original conversation i was talking to my friend who agreed that tongue kissing was, to put it gently, off-putting. and i expanded that into the convo of today by musing on the fact that tongue kissing feels like two wet muscles moving against each other. like its always been something i did because a sexual partner liked it. but now that im not romo-partnered and out of a fucked up relationship im like. putting my foot down? i dont have to do that ever again.

and i was thinking abt how i get positivity posts on here abt the animal of the human body and how the grossness of sex should be celebrated and im so happy for everyone but i hate it 😭. i dislike flesh being wet with anything unless its lotion or oil. i dislike being sticky. it feels bad. i dislike being overheated and i dislike touching another person's sweat and i dont even like being touched nonsexually!!!! bad texture terrible sensation. but i spent most of my sexual period just engaging with sweat and stickiness and flesh on flesh and sensation and ignoring my own feelings. because i didnt know i was allowed to be repulsed!!!!!!!!!!!

i think ive been exploring the limits of my sex repulsion with romance novels and ive been discovering i can tolerate it and even find it nice to read when its not. how do you say. when it has little or partial penetrative elements and when its deeply emotional or earthy or just fucking funny. i like reading sex where partners can laugh about how absurd bodies are or when the narrative frames it as funny. and i dont like a lot of fanfic that has sex in it because PWP elements is still PWP. unlike romance novels (even erotic romance and erotica which sex has narrative purpose but i cannot bring myself to read that much sex). sex has a narrative and emotional purpose. im thinking through this. hang on. maybe this is why im not engaging with fanfiction rn. hang on.

in my last relationship with Romantic-Platonic-Best Friend, i began with not being touched and doing the touching on my own terms and when i did allow touch it was limited. and like. i only engaged in sex to be close to her in more ways than emotional, when i wasnt very close to her emotionally bc she kept me at arm's length. but not with sex. so im thinking just how many partners ive had who i performed sex with just to be close when i wasnt given emotional closeness. and now im like. perhaps never again!!!! because i dont know if i want to engage with a relationship again. i have Eternal Roommate Best Friend and i have Spiritual Friend and Body Friend and ND-and-Having-Fun Supportive Friends and i have Childhood Friend and i have Art Friend and so many others and its like. a relief. that i dont have to do anything for them sexually to offer emotional closeness and grace. so its like. im fulfilled. im not begging for love. im not starving? im allowed to feel like its not pleasurable. like even when my body was compelled toward sensation did i like it??? no. no i dont think i did because im good with never having an orgasm again and no matter how hard anyone made my body orgasm i just felt nothing.

like was sex ever emotionally or psychologically pleasurable? i dont think so. maybe, maybe in the future, if i ever have a quasiplatonic relationship again, if i ever have the energy for romantic love again, i could pleasure a partner and not be touched. like i would need to negotiate the partner being a pillow princess or specific places i can be touched like my head or shoulders. but. im not sure. ill emotionally be in a place to derive emotional pleasure from giving sexual pleasure for. a long time. and tbh i dont want to be.

so im trying to detangle how my relationship with sex evolved from lack of emotional nutrience. much 2 think abt.

[runeterrankhaleesi]

Hi may i have an avengers matchup for you love month special<3

Hi my name is rex, i’m queer and use they/them pronouns

have like a caramel colored skin-tone (i feel like saying im black may be easier but 🤷🏽‍♀️) and im 5’3. Rn i have a purple-pink short mullet and i have pretty curly hair, im pretty chubby but i have an hourglass shape (but i have super noticeable hip dips) , i got pretty big fucking tittes (not even in a bragging way, im a fuckin k cup bro😭) and thicc thighs(thicc thighs save lives, sorry i’ll stop). I dress pretty alternative but i cant just choose one subculture tho, i wear a lot of heavy eye makeup. I could say i dress kinda “showy” but thats kinda what only fits me, but also who gives a fuck.

Honestly I don’t really have a type. Tbh most of my relationships have ended pretty badly cause they ether only wanted something sexual from me or I was “too clingy” when i just wanted basic ass affection. But the most I want is someone who is physically affectionate (like kisses, cuddles, and hugs for days) also im ok with pda to an extent like i will hug and like cuddle you but im not gonna make out with your infront of others thats weird af.

Im a libra sun, scropio moon, and gemini rising. This means that im a pretty social person and always wanna hang out with friends and just have fun, but moon in scropio makes my emotions rlly haywire and kinda boosts any sorta negative emotion, which is hard when you have chronic anxiety and major depressive disorder. Which also means i take medication for it, which i forget a lot. And because of these things i have anxiety tics, where it ranges to making noices and twitching a bit to full on hitting myself and saying random shit. But I really like making people laugh, it makes me feel helpful, but im also good at being to mother figure for people. I also like playfully bantering with people, like i love you but will full on roast you and get into fake fist-fights. I am a bit of a violent person at times but I have a punching bag and boxing gloves which help a lot. But I only get that angry when someone uses an insecurity of mine against me or is talking bad about someone i love, cause it you do that im beating your ass. I do have a bit of body insecurities mainly about my hip-dips and stomach. But because im curvy i get hit on by adults a lot and its creepy as fuck.

My hobbies include art (painting, drawing), sleeping (because i stay up mad late😭✌🏽), reading comics, Marvel and D.C superheroes, and super villains, cartoons, and anime/manga.

My favorite music genre’s are rock, alternative, emo, rap, and a little bit if indie music.

Personality: funny, sarcastic, creative, kind, inappropriate and the right times. Like im not gonna pull out a dick joke in front of your family

I don’t really have a type and im queer so i dont have a gender preference, but anyone who’s love language is physical affection cause im a clingy bitch

I have a couple ideal dates. So the first one is like an indoor picnic and a movie, an arcade date, and a stargazing date where you get take out or fast food and drive up a hill to see the stars and you like cuddle n shit.

I pair you with...

CAPTAIN AMERICA!

Why? Because...

Steve is an all round wholesome and romantic guy.

Yes, his love language IS physical AND verbal affection.

Honestly, he may not show it but he's touch-starved.

After work, he'd love nothing more than to lay with you in bed or in the couch and just cuddle, smothering you with kisses and compliments.

Saying things like: "I missed you." or "I couldn't stop thinking about you." while squeezing you in a hug.

His favorite places to rest his hands on are you stomach, thighs, and shoulders.

Your preference in clothes is totally fine with him! And he'll actively keep an eye out for any clothes that match your style.

Now, your eye makeup. Teach him how to do that because he'll want to put it on you next time.

Plus, you get to also put on him. And I'll tell you, this man will proudly wear it, around the Avengers compound, at work, or generally someplace else.

If somebody tells him that it doesn't look good on him, they can shove it. No one can tell Steve otherwise.

Steve's also a pretty social person, able to strike up a good conversation with just about anyone. He'd be more than happy to introduce you to the rest of the team. He has a little smile on his face everytime he sees you talking to HIS friends.

Most of the Avengers are understanding and patient. If you're a little down, they'll do their best to comfort and cheer you up. And that includes Steve.

If your anxiety gets a little too much for you, he'll take you somewhere quiet so you can breathe and gather your thoughts. He'll stay with you for as long as you need.

It's a good thing that you like being a mother figure because he needs help in straightening out his kids, especially Tony.

You'd definitely get into roasts fights with Tony or Sam. Now Steve would either be there to stop it or watch in amusement. (He's on your side but don't tell anybody that.)

A good thing is that Steve will help you work out your aggression as he also likes to hang in the gym and just bully that punching bag.

He'd also be interested in hobbies. Steve has a deep and good appreciation for beautiful artworks, and he'd want to binge watch some good ol' cartoons for fun. Now you can watch as much as you want and read as much you want as long as you go to bed the moment Steve says so. (He wants you to have a normal sleep schedule).

AND THANK GOD you're appropriate. He's thankful that you're not like Tony who makes inappropriate jokes, even if they're funny.

Dates are almost a daily thing. Since he's mostly out working, you know, saving the world and that stuff, he feels like he should repay you for leaving you for so long.

If you want an indoor kinda date, he'll cook up some food (he's a good cook) or order some if you want and pop in a movie or two on the tv.

Steve drives a motorcycle and a Santa Cruz.

He can take you out on his motorcycle for a ride around the city in high speeds or drive the Santa Cruz to a hill and park it there so you can both lay in the back and look up at the night sky, huddled together in a blanket.

💝~Happy Valentines Day!~💝

[shiro-0197]

Hi 👉👈

Yes a hug would indeed hold me back 👀 oops okie dokes, no fighting the pillow, but you'll have to hug me in return 🤷😝

oh yes!! I saw it just came out on Netflix and on Kuro's stories too. That's really cool omg, is it good? I might just start it after I finish suits, and "how to get away with murder". (I'm such a sucker for TV shows about lawyers xD) aaah you're literally so precious for giving me that disclaimer 😔💖 (can you get any cuter?? Skdjsksk)

oh I'm sorry to hear that about Liza :(( I really hope she'll get more time to do things she enjoys. Having a helicopter parent is no fun, and it's important to explore your own individual identities, and have good relationships with your parents, tho you sound so proud of her and that's amazing!! I'm sure she's a fantastic artist 💖💖 she seems really dedicated which is a really admirable value. You'll get your team done soon!! And I'm sure it'll turn out wonderfully <3

I'M SURE ILL LOVE YOUR PLOV :] and I learned how to make pan mee from my friend the other day SO I WILL MAKE SOME FOR YOU TOO. it's literally such a good dish and whenever me and my friends go out together, we always go and have it together. It's just funny because it's so spicy, our lips all look rly red after eating it, lipstick whom?? I only know sPiCe 😭😭

awww Kuro has little siblings? That's really precious :> totally support your idea of adopting him, you'd be a great dad 😔😔😔🤚

one of my best friends just sent me pictures of himself today, rocking blue hair and I just about went to his house to see it for myself because it looked so good. He did it to match his favourite character and I was like 😭😭💖💖💖😍 this friend of mine is actually really special to me, because ask anyone we know, and they'll say he's just the male version of me. We have EVERYTHING in common, it's kinda weird. Even our names are alike. 😭😭 I'm glad he moved to my school this year because now I finally have someone to talk about anime and manga to :>

ah I'm so sorry to hear that 😭 losing a pet is one of the worst things that can happen, because it's basically losing a best friend, you know?

Big hairy cats do indeed go grrrr 😭but yeah, I find the abbreviation so lame I just tell people it's "Leo" for lions ;-; since Leo is strongly associated as the lion constellation.

Ooh what band is that?? Tho yes I totally get you. Harry potter is a guilty pleasure of mine too xD and so is ice cream ;-; I should not have ice cream cuz it makes my nose go red which makes it look like I have a permanent blush, but I eat it anyways and it happens and yeah sljdkssk ;-;

thank you... I hope it was okay, because I really worked hard on it but it's a shame I bombed the presentation. Oh well, there's always next time.

NO YOU ARE MY SEROTONIN SPIKER AND I WANT TO SHOWER YOU IN HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL MY LOVE RN 😭😭😔🤚💖 I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu <3

—Ari

Heya!!

I'd highly even if you did fight my pillow cuz ily and I'm touch starved like that😈😈 deheheh but seriously I wish I could hug you💞😭

Well, I did enjoy it!! There's kind of weird Japanese humor if you squint, but overall? I loved it, hehe. It's about three guys, whose lives are miserable, and one day they meet up together and then get teleported into a place identical to where they are, except there are no people and there are a lot of life or death games. I like stuff like this, I've also watched "Escape Room" which is pretty similar, though it's a single movie, while AitB is a series

Ohhh I've heard of that one!! I kind of forgot about it though, but I'll watch it someday haha:D

Why could I not?? I wouldn't wanna make you uncomfortable by making you watch those scenes😠 I'm ✨considerate✨ sjjwjfjwjkz

I really hope so! Shes also been having a lot of stuff going on in her musical school, so that's also harsh😩 I'm hoping she'll get enough rest on the holidays

OHHH I bet I'll love your pan mee🤤❤ also, it's that spicy? Hell yeahhh!! I already love it😝🤪❤

Kuro doesnt have younger siblings, but he does have older ones, and the kids are his nephews (and a niece)! But he doesnt really like his family, except his mom, that's another reason to adopt him~

OH THAT SOUNDS SO AWESOME IM SURE HE LOOKS ASTONISHING also what that sounds so cute!!! You have ur own twin🥺❤❤ he sounds really cool, I'm glad you have someone like him !!!!!

Its Mccafferty!! Do NOT check it out, I dont know if you'd like them or not but its better not to find out. Better to check out The front bottoms, they're pretty similar, or so I've heard xd

Oh no!! Does it hurt when it happens?? Not being able to eat ice cream is probably the worst punishment😩😩 I'm not a huge fan but I still wouldnt mind eating 42 kilos of ice cream in a sitting, ya know?

You're right!! Theres always next time, so dont beat yourself too much for what's already passed! You've got this, shortcake, I believe in you♡ Love you, and I hope you sleep well tonight<3

[pinkykitten]

The best date ever

DC

Arthur Curry x female! reader

Warning: curse words

Specifics: fluff, romance, comedy, one-shot, pictures, gifs, race-neutral reader

People: arthur curry, you, diana prince 

Words: 2,620

Requested: By @divaanya Hi!!! So about that sequel to The Old Man's Tale.. 😍😂 I'm not sure if you wanted specifics here or in submissions, so I'll put them here... I was thinking simply about them having that dinner, maybe Arthur picking her up in the morning, showing her around the town, then them eating and talking about her drawings and just fluff...😍😍😍 And I'd love to read anyting you feel like writing about them... And any other aquaman fics you come up with!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Authors Note: srry fam for not posting in a while, ive just been rlly stressed out lately with some personal things like my plate is so full. so pls fam be patient i am still writing just at a slow pace, i need to find a good time to write so im still working that out rn. i hope u guys like this, again srry my peeps! <3<3<3

“Oh my god,” you shouted as you quickly rose up from your slumber, remembering today was the day. “Crap! I have that date with,” you sigh. “My sexy hunk of a hero.”

At the speed of light you got ready, making sure you looked beautiful and glamorous for this date. 

“Perfect,” you chuckled as you looked at yourself in the mirror, posing and modeling to yourself. 

All of a sudden you heard a car’s horn beep from outside. You grabbed your things such as your sketchbook, your phone, the same things Arthur had saved. You open the door and there is standing Arthur with a bouquet of flowers. 

“I found these and thought ‘hey they are beautiful’, and then I thought for a while ‘who could I give this to,’ and then I thought of you.” Arthur grinned from ear to ear, his personality seemed to beam and make the world a better place. 

“Awww these are for me? Arthur they are extremely beautiful,” you stand on your tippy toes and give him a peck on his cheek. “Thank you! Let me find a vase for these.”

While you are putting the flowers away, Arthur stares at you from afar. You are truly a beauty. He can’t help but linger longer in looking at your curves, your body. The way the dress hugged you tightly, the curve of your butt. Your legs that to him looked better than even Diana Prince. The way you moved yourself about made Arthur like you more, made him want to understand you and get to know you more. 

“You look really, really, really, pretty today y/n.” 

You turn around, bashful and place the vase on a nearby table, “oh stop you! But thank you, you always look handsome yourself Curry. Whelp are you ready to go?”

“Ready as ready can get sweetheart,” Arthur opened the door for you. “But before we eat, how about I show you the best places around town?”

“I would really like that,” you smile as you take Arthur’s hand that he offered you and go to his car.

As Arthur’s driving a sweet melody of a tune is playing on the radio, making the morning relaxing. 

“I can’t wait to see where you live! All the stuff you do daily, things that make you happy, stuff like that,” you smile as you wrap your tiny arm around his strong, muscled one. Arthur grins seeing how adorable you are and how interested you look at knowing about his home. 

(ok but i love this gif because his smile is the bomb and the scrunchie is my life; sometimes i ask myself, how r we the same species?)

He gently holds your small hand and laces his thick fingers with yours. You peer up at him and see he is speaking about something the opposite way. Your heart beats vigorously, you are bashful and try to hear what he is talking about but you just stare at your two hands together, his and yours. They looked perfect as one, this meant something right?

“So what do you think, onto another sight?” Arthur asked, now his focus was on you. You fanned yourself and breathed harshly, “ooh is it me or is it extremely hot in here? Wooo, woah, ok, wow.”

“Y/n, its colder than an igloo in here, how in god’s name are you hot?”

“...menopause?”

Arthur chuckled, knowing exactly why you were like this. He knew it was about him holding your hand. He felt the way you tensed up when he did that, it made him for some reason happy. Happy to know that you were nervous around him because then you care about how he sees you, you care about his feelings. 

“You look beautiful by the way sweetheart. You know what I don’t think there has ever been a day for you when you didn’t look beautiful.”

You swatted his way as you chuckled while rolling your eyes, “you’re too much Arthur Curry. Do you flirt with all your girls like this?”

“No...just you.”

Your eyes bugged wide open and you tried to change the subject. “What’s that place over there?”

“Oh that, that’s the ice skating rink. Its been there for like forever, its really fun. It may not look much but that’s where people just enjoy each others company, love birds, kids, teenagers, you name it, they go there.”

“That sounds so nice. Lovebirds you say though?” You raise your brow as your arm rests on the center console of the car. Arthur turns his head from the window to you and his head moves closer to yours. In a sultry, raspy, deep voice he says, “yeah many, many lovebirds go there. They dance around each other and sometimes get to touch.” Arthur comes closer and his lips almost go to yours, but then he stops. He smiles, “that means then we should go!” He gets out of the car so quickly you didn’t have a chance to think about what just happened. 

“What!?!”

One minute you thought you were going to kiss this hunk of a merman and now he’s wanting to go ice skating, and you don’t even know how to ice skate! Then you realized, he was trying to play hard to get. He flirts and tries to kiss you and then he doesn’t! “Well, two can play it that game!” You thought in your head. 

“Okay I should of told you this but Arthur...I can’t skate!” Your holding onto Arthur for dear life as you stand on the ice with the skates on.

“Well lets just practice a little, I’m gonna let go-

“No Arthur don’t you let go I swear if you let go I’m gonna punch you in the balls so hard that you’re gonna wish you were a woman, don’t you let go!”

“And when I let go y/n, lets see if you can skate on your own. Okay 1, 2, 3.” Arthur lets you go and pushes you forward to bring speed to you. You slide forward with a shriek as you can’t stop. As you’re about to fall to your death Arthur comes to the rescue and picks you up with ease. “Man, sweetheart I’ve already saved your life twice. I should get a reward.”

Arthur holds your hand as he practically guides you through on the ice. “Yeah you want to see your reward?” You smack his torso and shoulders but unfortunately with your size compared to his you didn’t really do much damage.

“Ouch what was that for?”

“What was that for? Arthur I nearly almost died...again! You pushed me you hot, idiot, jerk, stupid, guy!” You look straight up into his eyes with an angry face. 

“So you think I’m hot?” Arthur comes closer to you. 

You try to slide back but you trip and that makes Arthur strong hands go to your back, near your butt and bring you closer to his body. “I never said a thing like that.”

Arthur’s handsome face gets closer with yours and his body is touching your body, tightly pressed together. “I think you did, I know you did.”

You look away as you put your hands up. His lips go to your ear, “don’t worry y/n, I think I’m hot as well.”

Your face becomes annoyed as you shove his face away from you and roll your eyes. “Haha, good one.” You say sarcastically as his laughter booms loudly. He laughed so hard he had to wipe a tear. “Was it really that funny Arthur?”

Arthur nods, “oh yeah definitely. You should of seen your face!”

“HAHAHAHAHA WELL YOU SHOULD OF FELT YOUR JUNK, CUZ IT WAS GIVING A STANDING OVATION!” You then laugh really hard at your joke and pretend to wipe a tear. You see Arthur’s face as he gives you a death glare. You chuckle some more as he skates towards you. He wraps his hand in yours and you two skate like normal people do, or how the lovebirds do. 

It was actually really romantic. 

“There you go sweetheart, just like that.” You actually were skating correctly, of course holding for dear life onto Arthur, but still you did it. You were skating smoothly, almost perfectly. 

“Oh my god, I can’t believe I’m doing it!” You smiled up at Arthur, your smile beaming. This made Arthur happy and his heart pound. He couldn’t focus on anything except you, the way you looked up at him. You looked like a goddess, like his whole life revolved around you. Like you were meant to be his, and he was meant to be yours. 

“Arthur, Arthur, Arthur! We’re gonna crash!”

As soon as you said that you and him crashed into the wall. Before your body could hit the cold, harsh ice, Arthur fell on his back but caught you just in time. 

“Oh my! Arthur are you okay?” You felt yourself being carried and laid, on your stomach, on his chest. His eyes were shut, so you shook him and tried to get him to wake up. “Arthur please wake up! Are you okay?”

You were starting to get worried that he hurt himself badly until he woke up. “Did I scare you?”

You smacked his face a couple of times, “Are you serious? Yes you scared me Arthur! I thought you were hurt. C’mon lets go somewhere to eat because I am starving.”

Arthur got up with your help and placed his hand on your hip as you two walked to the car. “Hey, thanks for worrying about me.” Arthur bent down and kissed your cheek, then he walked to his car leaving you all bashful. 

“I swear this boy,” you muttered.

You two ended up deciding to go to a pizza restaurant. (if u dont like pizza then u r cursed and have sinned because pizza is a gift from god) 

As you walked in the smell was good! It smelled delicious! Your stomach growled at the thought of fresh, hot pizza. 

“Sorry for keeping you waiting. We could of gotten food sooner.” Arthur looked at the menu by the cashier. His arm was wrapped around your shoulder. If no one knew it, it looked as if you two were a couple.

Suddenly Arthur stomach growls. “Well if you were hungry Arthur, we could of gotten some food.”

Arthur puts his hair in a man bun with his light pink scrunchie, you could tell he was embarrassed. “I didn’t want to interrupt you having fun on the ice.”

You stood on your tippy toes and kissed Arthur’s cheek, “thank you, that was really sweet of you.”

After you two bought the pizza, you guys sat at the booth by the window. 

“This looks so good! I’m starving!”

“Well y/n, bon appetit!��

You ate like you haven’t eaten in years, the pizza was so perfect and so delicious in your mouth. The atmosphere was perfect. Jazz music was playing in the background, there were not too many people there but enough to hear talking. It was gloomy looking outside since it was so cold. You took your coat off and placed it next to you. 

“So I saw your sketchbook, what do you draw?” Arthur asked, taking a gigantic bite out of his Hawaiian pizza. 

“Oh pretty much everything. Yeah, I like to draw animals, settings, but mostly people. I mean I love art but sketching and drawing is my passion, it lets me vent as much as possible. I just think about life when I draw. Think about how I want to better my life, how to better me.” You find yourself getting off the discussion. “Sorry, I’m talking too much aren’t I?”

Arthur placed his hand on yours and smiled, “not at all. Please continue.”

“I wanted to get away from my day to day life. Sometimes doing the same thing over and over, day by day can be such a bore and honestly tiresome. That’s why I needed to come here. I wanted to experience a place like never before, and also encourage myself to draw more.”

“Well I’m glad you made that decision to come here, if you hand’t then I would not have met you.”

“Thank you Arthur.”

“Can I see your drawings?”

You started choking on your piece of pizza, “what? You mean like mine, my drawing as in my own, like mine?”

“I’m pretty sure mine means that.”

You chuckled and scratched the back of your head, “I don’t know Arthur, they’re not that good.”

Arthur gave you a wink, “c’mon y/n, I know they’ll look amazing.”

You pull out your sketchbook from your bag and hand it to him. 

“Wow y/n,” was all he said as he was mesmerized, captivated by your art. “You are incredible y/n, just incredible! I’m speechless with how you draw.”

“Thanks, it feels good to have someone important say such great things about them.”

Arthur almost turns to the page you don’t want him to see. “Um don’t see that drawing.”

Arthur raises his brow, “why not?”

“Because it has something personal on there.” You try to grab it but Arthur is too quick and moves it away from you. “Give it back Arthur!”

“Wait! I want to see what it is.” As he says this he turns the page to show a drawing of him. 

You feel hot and so embarrassed. Your hands become so sweaty and your heart pounds. Will he think your drawing is weird or stupid? 

“Y/n, this is so beautiful. I can’t believe you drew me.” Arthur was baffled at your gift. Just from seeing him in a short time you sketched him out like you knew him for many years. You got each curve and each detail of his face and body. 

“I studied your face long and hard when you picked me up. I had to draw out my hero.” 

Arthur’s smile made you fall more in love with him. “I’m sorry if me drawing you was weird. I can just get rid of it when I go back to my cabin.”

“No! Please y/n, don’t. Please don’t get rid of this amazing drawing. Hel* I wish I could draw you, but not even a dam* drawing would show and describe how beautiful you are, not words not art, nothing. You are so frickin gorgeous and sweet y/n, you really are.” Next thing you knew Arthur got up and sat next to you in the booth. Feeling shy you backed away in the booth but this just made Arthur get extremely closer to you. His wild blue eyes were half lidded as he was overpowered with love and lust for you, and to be honest so were you. Arthur came closer and closer to you until his huge body trapped your tiny, fragile one against the wall. “I so wanna kiss you right now,” breathed out Arthur, rubbing delicately your cheek. 

“I wanna kiss you so bad too,” you said in a whisper, looking directly at Arthur’s plump lips. Without no hesitation Arthur’s lips crashed on yours. You two didn’t care who was watching or who was there. This kiss was needed. Arthur’s tongue slipped in your mouth in one swift movement, but just as quick as it went in it went out. He was teasing you! He was showing you what was to come if you two spent the night in a sexual escapade. You two made out a few more seconds until you and him separated to catch your breaths. He leaned his forehead against yours, “boy am I glad you decided to come here for your vacation.”

You chuckled and touched Arthur’s facial hair, “me too Arthur. Me too.”

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[robin-the-enby]

Hi!!

Ive seen your black butler matchups and wanted to request a black butler one:)

I have acctuality met some people that tell me that my resting face scary and I seem cold😭 Even its totally not the truth, Im nice I swear😭

So I am from middle europe and can speak french, german, english and Im learning english and Italian in school rn ehehe

So Im infj, about 5'8, I have chubby (overall chubby tbh, but Im fine with it) cheeks and have blue eyes, everyone tells me that my eyes are quite big, I havent realized it before hehe

People always tell me that I seem confident, I AM NOT LOLOL, even a teacher once told me

Im in school good tho, If I have to do presentation, Im like, fuck it, Im just goona do it quick and then Im over with it

So to my personality I'm more on a shy side and get really embarassed at some things I say even If they are the most normal things:)

Im kinda a therapist for my friends, Im a great listener I belive:) I like hanging out with people, the perfect date would be just sitting in silence and watching sth while chilling and drinking tea ORRRR cooking with themmmm ahhaha

I talk wayyy to much when Im around people I really like, I could talk for hours about things Im interested in.

Im often soooo insecure about random things, was that wrong what I said? Do they even like me? Why did I just say that? So I need some that assures me that im doing alright

Im zooming out too much, I really need people to get me out of this *trance* I would even say

To say short I need someone that just can put me back in place

I like being with energetic people tho, everytime I see soma I would be like: uff Idk if I wanna be him or be with him ahahha

I am reallyyy stubborn, I always have to be right ( I SWEAR IM 90% ACCTUALITY RIGHT)

If I am in the mood I can be really flirty tho, I make dirty jokes wayyyy to often

Im acctuality really funny, thats what my family says at least

I loveeeee drawing but Im never really motivated to draw

I problaby love cuddles, Im so touch starved, cuddling in bed? Yes but it has to be cold lolol

Winter>>>summer, I love the cold

My biggest love are dogs frfr

What Im so motivated to do all the time is baking:DD I loveeeee baking and cooking, it relaxes me sooo muchh

I live for spicy food, Curry with rice? HELL YEAH

Im not a big choco fan tho, I mostly eat cookies, I still love to bake for some reason

I cant stand rwally loud noises, or kids. I have 3 nephews and I mean they are really sweet and shit, I just cant stand when they're loud

So short I never want to have kids

I loveeee songs like queen, kiss abba, omg theyre sooooooooo good

____

Sooo I hope that was enough Information, thank you so much :p

I'm sorry, but as stated in my bio and my pinned post,atchups aren't open atm 😅

[marvelous-avengers]

its sunday night and i really wanted to be creative and work but instead im in a mood™ and am gonna eat a big bowl of pasta and watch john mulaney and then probably sleep (more of my dumb rant below the cut)

im not frustrated but im feeling some type of way about everything that happened this week. i keep running things over in my head and im just kinda frustrated because i dont know where i stand with this boy and its just really confusing. and like he sends me a job thing which was really nice but we dont talk often and then i never got an email back from the guy about the job. im just kinda jaded and tired of always being the one to reach out to people and i’ve been so lonely this week and the holidays are hard for me and this isn’t really helping. i’m frustrated with myself because i have os many ideas and not even motivation to do them but then i tell myself that it’s okay. i had a whole conversation with my friend today about how we spent one year without being creative and it made us feel really shitty and honestly that’s where i’m at rn and trying to dig myself out of. and thats okay. im growing. everything else is fine really, like i had a nice day but there’s this overshadowing feeling of loneliness and it always comes around this time of year and for once it would be nice to have someone come and bring me flowers and hug me real tight and hold me and rub my back and i keep thinking about this night i spent with the boy and i need to not because it keeps making me kinda sad. i also sometimes don’t feel at home in my own apartment because both my roommates are 19/20 and im kinda over it. we just aren’t in the same place and my one roommate i’ve already had some issues with and tbh i don’t think she’s as considerate as she thinks she is and sometimes i feel like im walking on eggshells around her and idk. they like hang out together and do things and like ugh im just over it and im over all these feelings about this boy. i dont like feelings which is funny and ironic because my whole art is based on emotions. i just wish people were straightforward and honest and that they reached out and stuff and idk. he knows how i feel and everything is just kinda frustrating and here i am screaming into the void. this isn’t me complaining for anything even if it kinda is. i’m just lonely and tired and i need money and idk what to do, the holidays are weird and stress me out and im just ugh

im tired and sleepy and need to be held. im so touch starved i feel like if i ever get a SO i’ll just combust. here’s me screaming into the void again, bye

[blooming-cecilia]

i feel like i should also start putting this convo under the cut LOL

you can clearly tell how STARVED we are of content if we've this much thoughts over him 🤡

the way i'm at a family reunion and i'm using venti as an excuse to avoid socialization ™ but also how can you just Not think of venti anyway

ANYWAY MOVING ON TO THAT RIVALS SCENARIO U WROTE .... im so glad i am wearing a mask bc i cannot stop smiling the entire time i read your reply ,, we r down horrendous tonight 💀

venti just effortlessly combines both his teasing and his genuine care for you that it's literally so frustrating to even have him NEAR YOU ??? it's gotten that bad and his stupid smile would just grow bigger on his stupidly cute face bc it still feels like he's looking down on you and maybe. maybe. you've started to see that the way he looks at you is Not out of mockery but fondness that you are too scared to ever address so you cling to this silly rivalry you have.

(and if the who can make the other more flustered competition happens After this realization?? hm 👀)

on top of that . luna has pretty much mastered teasing venti at this point 😭😭 like i remembered just straight up passing away when the maid listener audio dropped and shes only getting better at teasing all the windblumes 💀💀

aNYWAY yes god i hear venti speak and i perk up like a puppy when it hears its human ,, it's that bad,,

and its a CRIME that mh/y hasn't given us even just a small snippet of him singing a couple lines?? ALL OF HIS VAS ARE GOOD??? they can all sing, his cn va miaojiang sings covers often and i. goodbye. ascending to celestia rn .

HIS TEAPOT VOICELINES ... he's sweet as always but i especially melt everytime he calls me my warrior~ like?????? 🧎

as for mermaid venti. yes. i see you, yes i hear you, and yes, he would be so so so pretty as a mermaid. (imagine his hair and his marks glowing underwater.... he'd move as gracefully underwater as he does in the air me thinks)

the way he says it too (in en).... dont touch me. im weak. weak!!!!

i. have all his profile voicelines downloaded from youtube, among others 🧎

i've actually listened to an audio of mermaid prince venti + pirate listener from another artist and i really liked their take on it too! that part of why i wanted to hear a reverse on that one hehe

THAT VENTI POV PLSJWJDHSB

that random bystander has to understand that this man is a singer songwriter, he didnt just SING he WROTE the song, u pay for the whole package baby give him 100 mora!!!!!

no wait u are so correct. it's always on his face how very 🥰 he is when thinking about windblume,, he just turns into a really comical lovestruck cartoon character—it's honestly very funny and endearing to watch and honestly I JUST WANT TO PUT A RING ON HIM ALREADY?? where else are you gonna get a man like that 😭 if he doesn't look like a silly lovestruck cartoon character when he thinks about you then whaTS THE POINT????

ok the flex of having a literal god as your husband though. hehe

SEE OK I GET YOUR DILEMMA. bc honestly i see him like that too, but i think he'd somehow make it a simple affair yet it's also grandiose in its own way? like does that even make sense. he somehow finds the perfect balance between an intimate ceremony but he also doesn't pull the stops at making it super duper special because his spouse deserves nothing less on their wedding day <3

on the wedding.... well, venti can care less about glittering ballrooms— if that's what you want then sure, he's fine with it! i do think a more nature themed wedding is something he'd personally enjoy though, but nothing extremely fancy, but still very pretty and magical! whatever you both decide on, i don't think either of you will particularly have to worry too much on. you've both got many friends in many places, and they surely would all be willing to lend a hand in any materials or services you may need :]

and hey, maybe what makes it a grand celebration to venti is the people at the party anyway. he enjoys merrymaking with friends and any friend of his beloved is also a friend of his—he trusts your choice in companions—and he's able to mingle easily with a crowd of acquaintances!

but yes anyway proposal first. i. would really just love something so silly and endearing like that to happen. imagine both of you were thinking of proposing at the same time???? im always weak for those kinds of proposals 😭

FLUSTERED VENTI FLUSTERED VENTI FLUSTERED VENTI

akqjjdjwkdhkwjfjwkwhfjwjxn. u have such a huge point there. kaeya teasing him repeatedly about how he's down so BADLY. on the topic of can venti get flustered. i think cheesy stuff like overused pickup lines doesn't really get to him but i am a firm believer of the show any form of genuine affection to venti and he's immediately passing away agenda

and what makes him flustered when people tease him over how down horrendous he is over you is bc he keeps remembering the things you do and it makes him so 💕💞💖💗♥️💘💓 because he just loves you so much and awh now look he's all red! and now all of his drinking buddies are laughing at him again that night and honestly? he wouldn't have it any other way. they can laugh all they want but that's only because they don't understand love the way he does whenever he looks at you.

YES YES YES YES!!

venti asking advice from zhongli and just. talking about it with his friend. for once venti is serious, usual mischief and chaos that happens everytime they meet together gone (re: drinking together in that one video), and all that's left sitting in front of zhongli is a dear old friend that's finally found happiness. and wbk he's gonna be supportive but i imagine him to be extra happy for him bc its a lil rare to find this kind of happiness as immortals, gods, and for him to get hitched to someone he already trusts, someone he's certain would make his friend the happiest like he deserves, he really could not ask for more and gives only his wishes . brb going to Cry

DON'T EVEN MENTION HIM WANTING TO BE WITH US FOREVER EVEN IF WE MAY WANT TO LEAVE ONE DAY IM ALREADY SO WEAK ICANT DO THIS NO MORE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 🧎💔💔

lastly. please. no. dont shut up either we are both STARVING and we only have each other to rely on to survive til the next crumb of content.

throw all the words at me and i will throw back nonsense at u too

in this house we simp together 🤝

all the req ideas on luna's livestream is driving me insane

[antifatalism]

time away from tumblr feels great. i wish it didn’t because i miss being more interested in tumblr.

im gonna start hrt. i still don’t believe in gender positivism. but i think it will help with dysphoria. rn i don’t care what people call me, i wish they didn’t call me anything except terms of endearment or funny things. honestly the more variety the better, keep it blurry

when people ask how work is going i say “like any job, it alienates me from the real people that are my employers and employees, making it hard to have a good time with them, which bums me out, and also i’d rather not have to work, so i feel alienated from the work i’m doing too”

i wish i could remember other people’s names better but maybe part of the difficulty is because of how much i don’t get along with my own

i can watch the news every day but i cannot do it while scrolling tumblr or other medias without getting, predictably, overwhelmed with information

24 yrs old i still don’t feel comfortable with comma usage

hmm what else

i went to a doctor re panic issues being esp bad lately due to sinus/lung issues probably caused by allergies. the doctor gave me zyrtec and prilosec. i am on pharmaceuticals for the first time in like five years or more but i figure wth

i agree that vegans as a culture are mostly annoying and complicit with capitalism and stuff. but i hate how anarchists act like radicalism in general isn’t complicit with capitalism (see: how many of us shopped at Hot Topic as kids; edgelord cultures; etc) and erase the radical roots that veganism has (ALF; ELF; hunting sabotage: food not bombs; etc.) like sure, criticize and speculate about why veganism has lent itself so apparently easily to the metastasizing of the bourgeois health food market, how vegan culture at large (as represented/controlled by NGO’s and market players) never developed enough critical concern for human issues. but if when it comes down to it, like Peter Gelderloos, you think veganism is harmful “like a religion” because of a basic difference in ethics between it and yourself, and then you don’t even say what that is, because you want to base your criticism in the shared belief in ecological sustainability and anti-ethnocentrism and liberation from all forced vertical organization /etc., then you just aren’t facing the actual difference between your thought and ours: vegans consider the issue of consent, we don’t believe in harassing. touching, harming, fuck no eating, another animal’s body without apparent consent. Which they cannot give, except outside of captivity, which like, how many people have ever had a free interaction with an animal that exists outside of captivity? so if you think vegans’ commitment is harmful to radical concerns for sustainable anarchistic living, or lends towards racist righteousness, or w/e, consider whether that means you should completely disregard the claim to consent. Whether you should behave like the issue of consent isn’t an issue at all. Don’t mystically claim there’s a transcendental feeling you experience when hunting, a connectedness to an ecosystem. Put your feeling in terms of consent. Did your transcendental feeling qualify as apparent consent from the individual creature you killed or objectified? And if it didn’t, can you just fucking admit that? And explain why you had to “transcend” consent? (Like, you were threatened, or you were starving, or even “i had some kind of obscure carnivorous instinct” would contribute a little explanation.) because sure, people eat animals, they often don’t have options otherwise, humanity on the whole learned they had to brutalize other creatures in order to survive. But there is nothing transcendental about having to consciously overstep another creature’s consent. It’s religious to think there is. animatistic, even. it isn’t religious to expect people who eat meat and engage with animals in captivity to figure out how to admit what they are doing, to agree that consent is worth moral consideration, that it defines what is abuse. and if you just don’t think it’s necessary to consider an animal’s consent, but rather that a non-human animal is just an object for your use, then i’m distrustful about how you look at consent and abuse in general. 

and i’m not trying to make a point about nonviolence or pacifism. i don’t think we should get righteous at people for hurting others. we judge them, for our own wellbeing and in our search for affinity, and then we act accordingly. this is why we value defensive violence, violence defined as reactive or preemptive, per individual. violence towards animals is rarely a person’s act of survival. it is their complicity in a kind of state violence: the state in this case is the monopoly that the idea of “human” holds over individuals’ free and personal engagement with survival, other creatures, and inevitable violences. Because of the hegemonic assumption of this relationship between humans-as-subjects and non-humans-as-others/objects, nobody can explain to each other, really, how they feel about that violence. instead, they either belligerently claim that it is necessary, or that it is evil. 

vegans have to work on understanding why violence isn’t “evil”. nonvegans have to work on talking about authentic ethical considerations made by vegans regarding the human-animal hegemony and its relationship to other systems of hegemonic violence. vegans have to recognize that yes, an expanding vegan market will play its part in capitalism, in its racist mechanisms as well. and sure, as petty radicals like to point out, vegans have to admit that a “boycott lifestyle doesn’t contribute actual change.” but if you find yourself criticizing vegans on the whole, even claiming they add nothing  to radical struggles against systems of oppression and violence, consider how you feel about applying consideration of consent to non-humans. just try it out. continue with all your criticisms, but don’t ignore this essential vegan argument. non-vegans, at large, do not consider the agency of other animals, period. or else they never think about it. or if they do, they delude themselves that it has nothing to do with human-on-human forms of violence and control, in capitalism as well as long before (and potentially beyond) it. i think it’s nuts that people could just honestly believe that 1. [nonhuman] animals deserve no considerations of agency/consent, and 2. this consentless relationship of use has no effect on how humans, already broken into vertical classes of use and abuse for exploitative and cruel cathartic reasons, treat each other.